Long Distance Relationship

Long distance relationship is an intimate relationship between partners who are geographically isolated from one another.
(Wikipedia)

Who would've thought that I will enter another LDR with my boyfriend? Okay we still lives in same country and same island. Obviously same time zone. However, I can't see him everyday. 

I guess you probably heard this quote:

The only thing constant in life is change (Francois de la Rochefoucauld)

It's been 3 months since June that I have to deal with this LDR thing. So let me break it down what happened since Month 1 to Month 3. Well it's in my part hehehe. I don't know about him.

Month 1
Well we still keep in touch. Especially when he checked what items he left. Lots of tension between me and him. It was like he didn't preparing his move very well so I kinda frustrated with that. Yeah lots of argument in that area. Also every time I said that I miss him, he would dismissed it and said I'm childish. So first month is tension.

Month 2
July is our month, actually. Our birthdays is in July and it will be my first birthday without him in Jakarta. I also made decision to visit him on his birthday. He called me on my birthday. We also discussed about my visit plan. I arrived on his birthday and we had amazing time. He showed me his office, introduced me to his friends, and took a lot of selfies! Since second month, he posted pics and quotes in his social media account and tagged me. What I like, he began to express his feelings for me HAHAHAHA.

Month 3
Now I feel heavy stay away from him. I even had a broke down once during my chat with him, said that I miss him so badly. My boyfriend also became more expressive with his feelings. Well, I'm not possessive one but I do a little bit territorial. I told him about this and I think the message well received hehehe.

Okay, after this commotion about LDR, then what? I really don't wanna think about future, yet. I just want to enjoy this feeling and the relationship I have now.