It's been a month since that event. I haven't contacted him, Mr. Bear, since that day, even though he still text me, just to say hi and ask how I'm doing. Never replied it even once, too afraid to do that.
But his latest text made me replied to his message. He said, on 3/12 he will go to Papua for his next placement. Just 2 months. He asked me to accompany him shopping for his supplies. I asked him in which part of Papua. His answer made me shocked. He will go to Timika, to Freeport area. I asked him again was he aware of the latest event regarding Freeport. He said he knew and still he wants to go. So I said okay to accompany him. Last night we met and shop for his supplies. It's the first time we've met. Kinda miss those time, when we still hang out together. After shopping, we went to dinner. Catch up with each other news. No awkward moment like I imagined before. We talked like old friends. Last thing, he drop me off in Pancoran. Before he left, he asked me to come to airport, send him off to Papua, and I said yes. Then he asked again, "Can we go back like we used to? As a friend?" I didn't replied, just look to his eyes. "See you Saturday!" that's all I can say before we departed. But his question still in my head. I want to go back either, but I'm still afraid. So we'll see about it in the next days,,,
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Rina
1/12/2011 05:00:25
He asked you to be his friend, the least you can do is to respect his wishes. If that is not what you want, be honest and tell him just that, and don't give in to your fears and let him hanging with no closure if both of you could be friends again. Don't be afraid of what could be and strive for what should be done. Open your mind and heart to infinite possibilities. Embrace the unknown and let yourself falling so that you can learn. Savor the moment and be in the present. Friendship is Love, Love is in Friendship. You are Love, Mindy. Let Love be shared so you can be free. Cheers!
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