I suddenly remember back in 2009, when I finished my undergraduate thesis and presented it before panels, I told my lecturers that I passed the "judgment day". They congratulated me. One of them then added, "Start to earn your master degree ASAP."
I remember that I laughed when she said that. I replied that I want to work first. I spent 6 years in campus, 3 years as D3 student and another 3 years to earn my Bachelor degree. I told her that I have right to "have fun" by having a career and also hang out with my friends, which I'm still doing it now hehehe. She added, "After you satisfy, start your Master degree, and come back to campus to teach."
Teach??? As a lecturer???
Hmmm I remembered my discussion with my friend Shantoy. I'm still a student in Broadcast. When we were having a discussion about future. Shantoy said that she visualize me as a lecturer. I asked her why she thought about it. She said about my appearance gave a feeling as a lecturer. I laughed that time.
Apparently my lecturer had a same thought as Shantoy. My other friends also said the same thing. Some of them said that I should be teaching. But I only laughed at the idea. Truthfully, teaching is never occurred in my mind. I'm like a playful type. To be a lecturer, you have to prepare the material seriously, no matter what is your teaching type in front of the class. With my playful tendencies, I don't think I can do it. Especially to take Master degree.
Lots of my friend already took their Master degree, both in local and international institution. Some of them also got a scholarship for their bright mind. I admired their desire to get a higher education. But strangely I don't have the same desire hehehe.
Just imagining what I'm going through as a graduate student, makes me chill. Lots of papers and research,,, Just don't think I can handle it. The pressure too hard to handle for me hehehe. Not prepare for it.
Maybe the perfect word is LAZY :)
Don't care. I just don't have a plan to continue my study now. But we'll see in the next 3-5 years. Maybe (just MAYBE) I will have a desire to continue my study,,,
Just an ordinary girl that living the extraordinary life with her extraordinary family and friends