So today I just bought Adele's album called 21. Yes I know I'm waaaaaaaaaay too late to buy this album. But, as usual, my impulsive has talked hehehe.

Put the CD in my player and enjoyed it. Then when "Turning Tables" played,,, totally speechless. Described perfectly about my recent experience, with a little twist of course hehehe. Maybe when Gwyneth Paltrow sang this song on "Glee" is the closest thing that happened to me.

Lyrics:
Close enough to start a war
All that I have is on the floor
God only knows what we're fighting for
All that I say, you always say more

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Under haunted skies I see you
Where love is lost your ghost is found
I braved a hundred storms to leave you
As hard as you try, no, I will never be knocked down

I can't keep up with your turning tables
Under your thumb I can't breathe

So, I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables

Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
When the thunder calls for me
Next time I'll be braver
I'll be my own savior
Standing on my own two feet

I won't let you close enough to hurt me,
No, I won't rescue you to just desert me
I can't give you the heart you think you gave me
It's time to say goodbye to turning tables
To turning tables
Turning tables, yeah
Turning, oh

In my previous post, I said that I took Mandarin Course. Well, my first class started on Monday 7/11. So excited!

I arrived around 1830 WIB. Some other classmates already there. Kinda awkward at first. Nervous because it's the first class, and all of us, even we know Mandarin, but totally knew nothing about the pronunciation. Wrong pronunciation, wrong meaning. That's what I know.

First lesson, how to pronounce. Totally hard. From what I saw on Mandarin variety show, even they sometimes pronounce it wrong. So we have to twisted our tongue just to said it right. Very exhausting.

We didn't learn the pinyin directly. We use alphabets, but with certain signs to pronounce it. Still so hard to said it.

This week is my second week. I will have my mid-test by next week 23/11. Wish me luck!!!

The title fits my feeling for the last 3 days,,, Very low spirit. Why?

I just make a decision,,, that I didn't predicted before that it's gonna be this tough to handle. Involved with some guy, yes. Boyfriend, nope. Not reach that level yet.

So I have a boyfriend before, who I called Mr. Frog, about a year ago. Didn't last for long and we broke up. Around November 2010, I met a guy. Just call him, Mr. Bear (gosh I have to get rid of this habit, calling guy with cute animals name). We met through our mutual friends.